Exhausting...

I have realized that when you really want to do something you enjoy, you just get in to that so much that you forget everything around you, and then, when you finally "wake up", you realize that you have forgotten to sleep, drink and eat...
No wonder I am exhausted after been learning more 3D-stuff by watchin clips at youtube and then working in the different programs. :)

I almost couldn't sleep just because I got all this crazy ideas that I want to do. Build 3D buildnings, add real live people in to that scene, add some music, special effects and so on...
And then, when I'm now rendering my first 3D sequence ever, you learn that 4 seconds of film takes 20 hours to render out....

Oh crap! That's all I can say.... And then I get exhausted just by knowing I can't do anything for the coming 20 hours, so that my PC can work smoothly.....

Winter!

There is nothing that goes up against a great winter day.

Had my work at my place to day, and we took a trip to a frozen lake, nearby, and just walked around and had fun.

The sun was shining, temperature was more than okay.

The only thing I missed was to bring a lighter and some hot dogs, then we could have made a fire and just enjoyed life even more.

I guess I am blessed living where I want to do, work with what I want to work with. I decided to move back to my place of birth, just because I missed my life here. I missed the weather, the enviroment. The mood!

And now I have lived here for about 2 years, and I am just sooooo happy! :)

Special...

Working with people in need just is something special. It always makes you happy, somehow. Even though the one you are working with might have a really bad day or life. But to know that you are helping them to live, that is something that every one should try sometime.

Last day I was with one of my guys at a dance, and there was this hat-parade. And the best hat would win.
Of course I wanted my guy to win, so I made a hat in papier-maché for him that he would decorate just as he wanted to. So it still needed to be his personal hat.

And then it was time for the cermony where they would tell wich hat was the winner. And my guy won! And just to see the joy and happiness at him, that just felt sooooo great!
I just realized then that I love my work!

I have something special. I give of my self, and I get in return a smile and to se an other growing within them self.

Ooops.

I have totally forgotten about this blogg. Sorry folks!
I try my best to blogg, but somehow I just forget. :)
I'll try to get better.

There is to much that has happened in my life, the past 3 years, since I wrote last time...
To start with I have moved back to my place of birth, Gotland, a small island in the Baltic Sea. And that was one of my best descisions I have made. I am happy again!

I am single, but I am in love. A love that is special and a love that will never be more then just a feeling... But I will overcome that as well.

Running a new company, working with film, and working with kids and youths that are in need.

Over all, my life is good! And I will just try to do my best to post what ever I feel is needed to be posted here. :)