Language...

I guess I have to write in English instead. The problem is that my English isn't the best.... But, who cares.

I have been thinking a lot. I always do, but recently I have been thinking more and more about who I am and what I want. Normal daily questions that just pops up in our minds.
I have no clue of who I am!!!

Well, I know I am a man, due to some physichal facts... And I know my age and where I live. But do I know who I am at a deeper level?
I meen, I have been gay or bisexual all my life, but is there anything more to it? Recently I have found out that I get turned on, emotionally by both sexes. But physical I might get turned on by guys, if I get turned on at all! It seems I have lost my sexual way of living....

And I know what I am working with, but is it really WHAT I want to work with? Do I really wanna do all the things I am doing right now? I really enjoy it, but what if there is more to find out?

I haven't been traveling around in the world that much. And I really wanna to! Wanna see more of Europe and Asia. Wanna explore Australia.

Well, I just guess I am having a bad day today... I really got to stop think that much....