Well.. Sort of... You know...

So, I am getting really tired of being at home with nothing to do except cleaning, doing the dishes and laundry... I need a job! I need someone to call me and say: Hi, we need you a production now.
But not to call me the day before they start shooting....

I could try to write on my scripts, but no... I just don't have the vision for it. And the patience... I don't really know what I need at the moment... Maybe just take a trip around the world and just explore what ever comes in my way... :) But then I need money to do that... :/

Maybe I just need to call every production company in Sweden and let them know I do exist! Or maybe I just need to decide what to do and how to do it...

Tonight I know what I am going to do. I will look at the semifinal 2 of Eurovision Song Contest. And I do hope that Norway will make it all the way.

I admitt, I was wrong!

Okay, I was wrong! Malena did make it to the final. And her performance was better this time then in the semifinal. I just wished she had got rid of the masks they are wearing by the end of the song....
But I am glad we made it. Now we can atleast hope to get at better placement than last year...

We had some friends over at dinner last day. Kind of fun, but when they talked through almost every song, I just got a little disturbed... I just lost concentration and got some what anoyed about their talking... And they talked really loud to. Like they wanted to raise their vocie over the volume on the tv....

Well, no it's just to get prepared for thursdays Semi-final. Go Norway! :)

Tonight's the night!

Well, tonight it is the first semifinal of the Eurovision Song Contest, and Sweden is there to get to the final on saturday... Malena with "La Voix".

I just have to say that I don't belive that she will make it. I really didn't like the song, and the appearence.
She IS a great singer. No doubt about that. But I just felt that is the wrong song for this competition!!!! I wish that Alcazar would have made it, but no.

So, sorry Malena, we won't even get to the final this year, but I hope I'm wrong!

And over all, I hope, wish and beg for Alexander Rubak, Norway, to win! The song is really good, it is powerfull, it's a violin! And he is absolutely goergous!!!!! Wow! That is a cute gay... sorry guy! And I just wish he was gay... :P That voice, that face, those eyes!!!!

I guess my boyfriend gets a little jelaous of him, since he has got all the attention when he is on the tv!

Go Norway!!!!!

The part of being sick...

Now I just have one more day of my medication. One more day of part 1. And I am so looking forward to it!
The last week hasn't been fun at all eating this pills, that just had made me felling even worse. I even went to the hospital last friday just because I threw up.
And for what reason... The side-effects of the pills. Nothing else.

Waht I have? It's called Amebas. Yep. Fun, isn't it?! Amebas in my bowlsystem.

I just really hate being sick. I just hate the fact that it always happens when I don't need it. Okay okay, I know that there are a lot of people having it much more worse then I do, but when I get sick I get cranky.

I just wish that there could be an end of everything... Wouldn't that be just great?! An end to all diseases and all that is not fair!

And I just wish that there was an end to my behaviour..... I am good at hurting people without knowing it... Or maybe I do know, but I just don't know how to stop myself...

Well, getting to cranky again....