The part of being sick...

Now I just have one more day of my medication. One more day of part 1. And I am so looking forward to it!
The last week hasn't been fun at all eating this pills, that just had made me felling even worse. I even went to the hospital last friday just because I threw up.
And for what reason... The side-effects of the pills. Nothing else.

Waht I have? It's called Amebas. Yep. Fun, isn't it?! Amebas in my bowlsystem.

I just really hate being sick. I just hate the fact that it always happens when I don't need it. Okay okay, I know that there are a lot of people having it much more worse then I do, but when I get sick I get cranky.

I just wish that there could be an end of everything... Wouldn't that be just great?! An end to all diseases and all that is not fair!

And I just wish that there was an end to my behaviour..... I am good at hurting people without knowing it... Or maybe I do know, but I just don't know how to stop myself...

Well, getting to cranky again....