Nope!

I don't like this day, or the day before, and the day before that...
I just don't like what's going on and since I don't know how to deal with all that stuff, I just get stressed and f*cked up!

Working with kids and youths are the best thing that has ever happened to me. No doubt about that. But sometimes I just get scared. Scared of loosing my temper, scared of loosing my work, scared of loosing the trust.

I guess I take it all to personal, and that I just have to relax and realize that I am doing the right thing. That all...

The only good thing about today is that I got cleared to go to Åland on a big film camp for youths.
I will be their supporting adult during their sparetime and maybe involved in the camp activities as well, but that is not decided yet.

Nope, this day and week we can put to history, far far away.