måndag 5 mars 2012

Getting closer!

We are getting closer to our goal on the short film. And that is just so super exciting!

We have now got more fundings and got more people talking about us and that just helps.
And the spring is entering our lifes and that makes me happy as well! And it feels that my memory is getting better. I do remeber stuff better now.
Maybe a combination of the pills I am taking and that the sun i shining almost every day.

I feel happpier now than I did 4 weeks ago.

lördag 3 mars 2012

Vegan, for a day...

I decided that I, for today, would only eat vegan food. And you know, it aint that boring as people think! :)

It is all about the spices, you know.

Recepie for todays lucnh:

Carrots
Garlic
Celery
Tomatoes
Red Onion
Red Lentils
Olive Oil
Tomatoe paste
Water
Pasta

Then the spices:

Herb salt
Cinnamon
Black pepper
Cumin
Garam Masala spice
Red pepper power

And belive me, that is sooooo tasty!
So to all my vegan friends out there: I can eat vegan too, and I like it!

fredag 2 mars 2012

Updated version of me!



Ego-boost! I got my self a haircut. And that is a big deal, for me.

Last time I can remember that I got a haircut was 2008, and then for the short film "Back to Home" that we did then.
After that I have just used the hair clipper at home and got help from my friends at sometimes.
But last day I finally got a hair cut. And I am pleased with the outcome.
I told my hairdresser that he had free hands to do what he wanted, and he did. Felt really comfortable as well.
So now, when the spring is entering our island, and the sun is shining, I can shine with my new hair cut! :)

söndag 26 februari 2012

Not okay...

Well, last day was the last of four semi-finals of Melodifestivalen. And I don't know what to think, once again.

Charlotte Perelli, who won the big Eurovision with "Take me to you heaven" and then a few years ago competed with the cool song "Hero", made a try this time again. And I thought that she were going to make to the finals or at least to the Second Chance. But no, she had to leave...

Then we had Danny... It was predicted that he would win. But it was false, boring and not okay. The only thing I liked was the show and the costumes, but there is more to Eurovision Song Contest than just a cool show and cool costumes.

Look at Loreen's "Euphoria", that is a naked show, simple costumes and simple lightning. One dancer that together with Loreen dances a contemperary dance, that just makes the number almost perfect.

The big surprise was that Lisa Miskovsky also went to the final! And that was great! In my opinion she had the best song, but non of the songs last day was good.

In two weeks we'll know who we will send to Baku. I hope that the Swedish people votes with the mind this time...

"Euphoria" can win it all! That is the only song of all the 32 songs we have heard so far that sticks in my mind. The only song I can remeber, and you who are following this blogg know that I have a hard time to remeber stuff.

torsdag 23 februari 2012

Don't know...

Now I have taken 10 pills of the TriBvit. The pills I bought for my memory.
And I don't know if they are working... I can't remember... Okay, that was just a bad try for a bad joke... Sorry about that.

The fact is that I marked the pills with days, just so I know that I have taken them. Otherwise I might take an extra pill or maybe just forget to take one in the first place...

And also, I have this other medication that I need to take 5 times a day during 5 days every now and then... I then I can assure you that I need alarm clocks and mark up the pills. Crap! I am just getting older.

Right now I am thinking about going to the doctor and talk to them and see if they can help me out. Because I am running scared.
It is just the short term memory that fails...

So I guess this blogg is also a good thing for me, then I can go back a few weeks in time and see what I actually did, and felt.

Well, I have 50 more days of TribVit and then I will do my own evalution. Until then, I'll keep marking up the pills and have my alarm clock on stand-by.

tisdag 21 februari 2012

My dream...

I have a dream!

Those are the words that can change everything. I have a dream! Because if you have a dream, you have hope. And hope is one of the strongest thing in the world.
What if your hope runs out? Then your dreams would just not be nothing more than a blank thought...

I have a lot of dreams. I am a true dreamer. I dream of love, to win at the lottery, to buy my own house, to be free from all my economic debts, to make my films and so on.

At some times I have stopped hoping for winning the lottery, to find love and so, and then I have just felt so unliving. Like a gray mass that just walk around with no goal...

Now I have one dream that is a bit stronger then the rest. A dream of making my filmproject become reallity. I have had this dream since I was 14 years old.
To make a film in Super 8mm film.
That dream has followed me throughout the years, and now I am almost there to make it!

But then what? What happens when I have fullfilled my dream? Does it all end?
No, I don't think so. I think that a new dream will form. A dream that I will walk around with for an other 16 years, before I make it become real.

And I don't mind. I like to dream. That is what makes me, me!

söndag 19 februari 2012

Disaster!

Wow! I am just amazed... Yesterday semi-final 3/4 was in the Swedish competition for Eurovision Song Contest and all I can say is: Disaster!!!!!

Not a single good song. Not a tune that you remeber the day after. Nothing!
The only song that was okay... was Youngblood with "Youngblood". But the only thing that made that song good was the "boy" with the ripped shirt and a low waist on his pants. That was about it....

My neighbour said that this just sucked! And he is right. And to send a writer, Björn Ranelid, to the final... God!
I mean, he is just looking for attention. That's it! Nothing more. Just want the attention so that he wont be forgotten... Well, guess what. You already are!

But I have to see the shows just because of the hosts. You just have to love Gina Dirawi, Sarah Dawn Finer and Helena Bergström.
Gina and Sarah has been on the stage without Helena for the last two semi-finals but they are soooooo good. I do miss Helena, but she shows up in the acts between the votes, and does some excellent parodys of schlager-people and their opinions.
I just adore her!

It is a good thing that Christer Björkman is on his way away from Melodifestivalen. He hasn't done anything good for this show the past 10 years.... Lest just hope that his successor can do better to save this sinking ship!