The day after...

Well, I am not single, and I am not homeless.... Yet... I haven't told my boyfriend what I have been through and what I've done...
Last day we went for some shopping. And we sat in the car for about 1,5 hours without saying a word to eachother. I had my chance but I am just too afraid to open my mouth. I now I will hurt him either way...
So why can't I just talk to him? Tell him what I want to say. That I am not the guy for him.... It is always hard to talk to someone that you are so close too. Specially when it comes to private and personal stuff regarding us both.

I went to the doctor last day and got medicine for one of my misstakes. Just something I had to deal with! I am glad the it worked, since the doctor said it was a 50% chance it might just wouldn't work...

Use condoms!!!! No matter what! It helps!