Idiot!

How could I be so f*cking stupid!!!!!!???! I meen, I knew how important it is to protect your self.
And still.... I just fuck up everything!!!!!

I guess I soon will be single and probably homeless too.... My fault. Have to live with it....

Otherwise I had a dream about the medeival week on Gotland last nigth. Good I long for that week. A week filled with just pure fun and madness! A week when I can live just the way I want!
It's like 4 months left, then finally! :) I will just sit in my costumes, drinking beer and have so much fun with my friends! :) Too bad it's just for a week..... :P I wish there where more....

Well, I have to fix a few things, but I'll get back later and let you know what happens in my life.... *kisses*