Dreams...

This night has been sooooo wierd. I had this crazy dreams. One of them was a dream I had dreamed before. Or very simular to a dream I had before.

The first dream I were at a party and then I got this rashes all over my body. It itched like h*ll and just filled my arms and chest. Really scary. (I had those kind of rashes in real life once, allergy.) In my dream I just freaked out totally. Crying and screaming for help!
I wanted to call the ambulance and dialed 112 (the Swedish ER number) and just couldn't get trough to the operator. For over half an hour I just tried to call over and over again....
Then I met this guy who was parking his car and I saw he had ER clothes on him so I ran to him and asked for help. He said that he would help me, but all of a sudden we were at an orphanege for homeless kids... And there I decided to adopt a little baby boy called Casper.

That was just so wierd... Specially since it has been itching all over my body for a week now, with out any rashes. I have been panicing about my physical condition. And my boyfriend asked me just a few day ago when I will get the adoptionpaper, since he wants a kid.... And I just don't know... Don't know if I am ready for it... Ready for having a child... With him... Or just at all...

Well, today I will once again try to edit a little teaser for a feature, then I will go to the gym and just have a good work-out... Maybe spot something to look at too..... ;)